My dream job? Uh-uh, forget it everybody. I may admire Steve Jobs, but it doesn't means I'm despert to work for The Apples. Let me help you to explore more about my heart :] . Please, read the rest of this artical, and I'll tell you a story.
The interesting part of this story is that I was in faith that I would like to work for the Apples, or maybe work for Soney entertainment department to program some great games like the God of War. The reason is simple, I admire Steve Jobs, I admire his creativity, and I like to play games, although I don't play a lot.
Let me tell you waht I was thinking when I was a little boy. When others ask me what did I want to do in the future, actually I've never thought about it at that time and don't even think I have to get a certain job. The truth is, I just want to say " live". But I was pretty sure that if I told them I wanted to be the richest man in the world like "I want to be a Bill Gates NO.2."my parents would be happy. So I even made it more stronger:" I don't want to be the second Bill Gates, I just want to be the first Chong Xia." So my parents were proud of me.
For now? I know I know, I need to face the reality, get a terrific job with high salary to actually live for this one-time movie-like life, but more importantly, I need to be free, free from my parents, free from religions, free from this world, and I'm kind of scared to be free because when you are free, you probably in a position that people rarely can reach. The fact is part of me don't want to be alone like that. Anyway, to be a reach man requires certain amounts of money. but I'm not rush. I really cherish the time when I have no money, controlled by my parents, struggled with others. Because I think I need to experience things to grow up. I can face the reality, but how can I have some money to be a reach man and finally live in my way? For this moment I will tell you I'm trying to be a film maker, a movie director, editor.
I don't want to just give these stories and pretend that I was always had a clear mind about my life. It's not. Even now, I don't even want to make my future clear, because the life you can see through immediately is hard to imagine isn't it? Don't try to make your life cleaar on purpose and actually no one is capable to make his life clear. Our life is like a movie and no one knows the end until it comes. Someone tells you life is tough. Maybe, but I don't want to think in that way. Someone will tell you life is short, be happy, think less is a bless. But I feel pain all the time. Just FYI, I cried rarely, and I'm a optimistic guy. Don't get it in a wrong way fellas:]]].
